hai. saye dah balek. awal pe. 

it's only 10.12 am. had my literature exam just now. i need an A for tht pretty please. cause i want my line. idc idc idc idc idc. i was calling myself bitch in my head everytime i think of something else instead of friedrich. HAHA. oh and btw, i no longer know who are my friends anymore. ): shoooo shad. hahaha ye la aku kan sape. tak pe lah. mak aku kate, hidup kalau takde kwn takpe. sebab nnti, kalau slalu ikut kwn smpai tk belajar, dpt result yg tak bagus, yg nangis kau sorang je. kwn kau tk akn nangis nye. lol. 

idk whut to do now. gonna study for tmr's last paper! yay. its only 1 hour tmr. idk whut im going to do after tht. mesti takde org ajak klua nye. ni la kisah budak yg takde kwn. lol kesiaaaaaaan. heheh. i had just finish munching my last kinder buenoooooo~ ONYOMNYOMNYOM. heheh. i wanna tell you a secreeeet. :D well its not a secret for me anymore. cause im telling it publicly. hahahaha stupid. k nvm.

well, recently after my break up i find myself not strong anymore. i cry for little things. urgh. for the 9 months with my ex, i've been very strong. i never cry when something goes wrong. i kept my tears. i never cry infront of him. never ever did. even when i broke up with him i didnt cry. but when a few days later.. i became weak all of a sudden. and tears just kept going down like nobody's business. i get irritated with every single thing. i feel restless all the time. and that's when i realise im no longer that girl who keeps her tears and fake a smile. im now liking another guy. but i always think of negative things. that he dont like me as much as i do. that he has another person. that he's lazy to entertain me. and just this small things break me down.

 k dah. dahliah's cming to my house. lol. bye.

 - IHEARTSAFOREVER.